Sometimes we are afraid to do something because of the presence of doubt and unfaithfulness to God. We often ask ourselves if we can do a certain thing that we never did before, but before we take the first step we often think of the negative results and questions-- can I do it? What if they will laugh at me? What if I fail? What if they ignore me? and so on and so fort. Why? Because we are afraid and not confident of ourselves. Having these negative feelings are the reason why there is a border between you and Our God. You, the person who drew that line will be the only person to remove it and get closer to God again. In bible

What good is it, my brothers, if someone says he has faith but does not have works? Can that faith save him? If a brother or sister is poorly clothed and lacking in daily food, and one of you says to them, “Go in peace, be warmed and filled,” without giving them the things needed for the body, what good is that? So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead. -James 2:14-17

For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins. Colossians 1:13-14

Behold, I will stand before you there on the rock in Horeb; and you shall strike the rock, and water will come out of it, that the people may drink. -Exodus 17:6

How He loves Us

I remember when Satan tempting Jesus--

"All this I will give you," Satan said, "if you will bow down and worship me."

Jesus said to him, "Away from me, Satan! For it is written: "Worship the Lord your God, and serve Him only." Matthew 4:9-10

Yes I disobeyed our Lord Jesus, and it is really hard. I am a man that always talk to God what ever He has for me, worshiping and praising Him with all my heart and soul. He showed me how he loves us, but I broke everything in just a click.

It is not bad to share something when people ask it. One time my friend asked me

"there is no other way besides Christ and what he did, there is no life outside of that" -Lacey Sturm

She was once an atheist, and because of Christ-- her life became brighter and now living with a purpose.

Watch her testimony...

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Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. 
-2 Cor. 5:17 NKJV